The past two weeks have been hit & miss . Equally . Keeping a friendship style relationship with my ex-boyfriend and in the process of a teaching position . I'm praying & praying for this job opportunity . It's what I've been working so hard for in the past six months . I've had a peace and calmness kind of feel going on and I'm loving it . Every day has been beautiful , even though every day is not perfect . I think I'm in the process of mastering LIFE .