besides COVET-ing the above rainboots , I have been beyond busy . So much that it's becoming slightly overwhelming but peaceful at the same time . that's pretty much contradicting , but that's pretty much the honest truth . Spring break was last week . Meaning school starts back tomorrow , (poopy face) . teaching so far has been an amazing experience, frustrating, but amazing . I'm getting to know my students more & more , they're learning , I'm learning . excited about decorating my entire classroom this week for Open House ; my theme is SCIENCE . I have some neat things to showcase .

my exguy & I have made amends and are starting completely over from scratch . We're both at a point in our lives where we're trying to ease into adulthood, find our niches, get ourselves together . So things are being taken very slowly, dating & canoodling , communicating & re-establishing an us . as my birthday is a month away , becoming 21 is becoming scary . Yikes! time is flying & I'm just riding it out one day at a time .

Continuing to keep GOD first . It's not 100% easy , I get sidetracked and lose focus every now and then but for the most part I'm staying right on track . I used to hate being different , but now that I've grown in Christ and I'm continuing to grow , I realize that I am supposed to be different . just want to get to the point where I'm fully confident in who I am inside & out , my spirituality , my personality , and my character .

experiencing mediums , 

Discovering elements , 

breaking boundaries , 

Creating moments , 

making memories ,

Remembering memories , 

giving smiles , 

Receiving hugs , 

. kt

needs .

Psalm 42 

as the deer longs for streams of water ,
so I long for you ,
O God .

Ecstasy in a box .

Amidst the lonely blog posts and moving on proclamations , my love and I have been conversing + canoodling . things are still seemingly un-fixed as far as an us goes , However we talk every day again like the best friends I know us to be . What's awesome is being able to still be in his life . What's frustrating is being unsure of the future . as time continues to fly by, feelings could drift tremendously, other people might take interest, growing as individuals could mean growing apart .. BREAKS generally don't work and that scares me .. not to add , our canoodling could result in a Little Canoodle in months to come which would totally complicate an already complicated situation . Cheers to neutralizing love !

Not a huge TV watcher .

The talking box usually watches me while serving as a homework buffer .

 

 However, I absolutely LOVE these shows !

              

My knowledge about children with special needs,

 disabilities, & delays has almost quadrupled 

in just the past three weeks. I'm feeling 

extremely confident about this path. It's 

like an entire world of education has been 

opened up to me and I absolutely love it. 

I start my internship with an Autism Outreach

 teacher in the morning, I am beyond excited 

and anticipating the absolute best.